As some of you know, ( if you've followed me on my tumblr blog.) I love the holiday's. I love the all the smell of pine cones, wreaths, and last but not least, hot apple cider!
Hot apple cider is one of the best holiday drinks ( in my opinion.) it's hot, it's Cinnamon-y (yep I just made a word) I just love it!!
So in a few hours I will be posting my first HOLIDAY PARTY IDEA HAUL.
DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN ANY OF THE PHOTO'S I WILL BE SHOWING IN THE HAUL. MOST OF THEM ARE FROM GOOGLE AND TUMBLR.
WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE HOLIDAY DRINK?!?! LEAVE A COMMENT BELOW AND FOLLOW...(PLEASE ^_^)
So, I had this amazing blog slash haul I was going to do today. But I got really sick yesterday and today I stayed in bed most of the day. So right now, I'm just lying in bed talking to you guys.
The reason I'm sick is because I have overly worked myself to the point where I'm sleeping all over the place, I'm dizzy and weak, and I have horrible headaches. I just went to the doctor (two infact.) and was just recently diagnosed with another illness. I might tell you guys later on, but not now. Right now, I'm going to focus on getting better this whole weekend.
I hope everyone is enjoying their winter break if it's started. mine won't start until the week of Christmas! I'm suppose to be studying for my finals right now. but I don't really feel like it. frankly righting this post is a bit tiring.
I here to announce that my next book will be on wattpad! ( FREE.)
It's
basically about this 18 year girl that's gone her whole life as an ugly
duckling and in her life. she's never felt pretty yet alone beautiful.
In her second year of college she wanted to re-invent herself and find
out what makes her feel good about herself, and intern makes her
sexy.
The book will be called " I just wanna be Sexy."
The first t chapter will be posted new years week. (date not determined.)
As promised, here's a haul of my favorite elf product.......
This is the Elf Studio Precision Liquid Eyeliner.
I love this particular eye liner mainly because of the brush and how smooth it goes on my eye. I wouldn't use this eye liner unless you're really good at using liquid eye liner. all and all I rate this an A+
Next we have the E.L.F Studio Moisturizing Lipstick. I bought in color Ravishing Rose #8263.
Best lipstick I've every bought. Definitely will buy more of this lipstick in the future. It's very moisturizing and stays on for hours. I just went to a play and never had to re-apply. A+++
Lastly, I bought The E.L.F Studio 3 in 1 Mascara. I didn't really see much of a difference in my lashes.To me it's just really good mascara. It lengthened better than Volumized. (I just made a word.) But all in all, I like it. B+
For two years of my Adult life I've always felt like the ugly one. Even though I would hear " You're so pretty." or " You're Beautiful." from people ( and not just my family.) I still feel gross in my own skin. I mean sure there are things I like about me, I'm a writer, I'm pretty good at acting, and I can make pretty awesome food. But I don't like me as a whole.
The crazy thing about it is that there's a guy in my life now that I actually want to date. (So Tall and Handsome as hell! -Taylor Swift) Yet whenever he looks at me I become so self-conscious. I really like him, but I'm not sure if I like myself enough be in a relationship with him. Why? Because I will most likely always be looking to him for validation.Always looking for him to say I'm sexy or I'm pretty, and that's how a co-dependent relationship happens.
So one day I was sitting in my room watching youtube and I came across this video by Ana Akana named ""Am I Sexy?" and basically she said everything that was going on in my head. She gave herself a year and half to find what makes her sexy to her.
That inspired me find out what makes me feel sexy to myself. So starting in January I will give myself six months to feeling sexy. whether that means working out three days out of a week, or wearing sexy underwear, or taking dance classes (again just for fun.) I'm doing it! and hopefully by that time I will feel much better about myself. and who knows maybe I'll write a book about it in journal form. (wink wink.) we shall see....... To follow me in my "journey to sexiness " follow me on google plus and this blog. http://thehappinessproject714.blogspot.com/
